Okay so I know the title sounds weird but hear me out… I while back I was in a near-death situation, and while I was “dead” (I actually died for a short time) I was standing at a cliff overseeing a beautiful shoreline, with grass all around me… next to me was my boyfriend who passed away from car accident not too long ago. When I got there he said “took you long enough” and we hugged. The strange thing was… I could actually feel his warmth and his hug as if he was still there… unfortunately the experience was short lived as I had to make the choice between death, and returning to the world of the living. Needless to say, I returned to the world of the living and now here I am. Looking back, I regret not choosing death as I am stuck in the living world, not able to see him again. Now I find myself stuck on wether I should stay here, or return to the world of the dead. I don’t feel like I belong here. At least if I went back I would have all the time in the world to be with him again. I’m not depressed or anything, but I feel like he’s calling me from the other side, and if I died, at least we could be together again… opinions?